So I don’t feel that way about you. I don’t feel this huge spark but I do feel something. I feel this connection, this bond, this little something. How can I explain it? I have a little flame within me. Its solar. And only you and I can make it grow. It’s one of those flames that will slowly, slowly grow by being with you and I hope will last awhile. It won’t leave me just as quickly as it came like all those other sparks. It will be safe, just as long as you light it up slowly and slowly and sometimes it will lessen a bit, but mostly it will grow as long as it’s fueled. It feels right and natural being with you. I’m scared and I worry that I might be wasting my time and I have my days where I honestly could just be rid of you and not care about you, but then I hear your voice or see you and my heart melts a little. You know what they say – it’s not over if your not okay. And I’m not okay. And all I want is for you to be happy. I have heard people say that and now I know what they mean. You care so damn much about them; you really don’t care who they are with or what they do, as long as they are happy.